Wednesday, October 29

The Letter


Dear Delilah,

It feels like one of those dog days, today, where all our existence comes to rest halfway between our sobriety and poignant memories; like a glass of introspection with a little sprinkling of lazy.

And lately, I've learned a few new words; strong words, like patience, and faith, and wine, and friendship.

I'm trying to make room in my head for my new words, so I pick out a few old words. I pick out the best ones, the wild ones, the slightly unusual ones and I write you rambling letters in my mind.

I ask you random questions, like what the distance is from your living room to a lonely night, or if you want a daughter first; what you'd call her. I ask you questions, like, how do we thaw these conversations? Where have you left the keys that unlock you?

It's a random day and you've kind of been on my mind.

So this is my letter, dear Delilah. This is my glass of poignant introspection, poured from a vintage bottle; shall we get drunk? This is where I hide the emotion, behind the fluffy words and the LOLs.

Some days I wonder how your day went, if your friends are alright, if you still have dimples. I wanted to make this a blog post but I hear you don't like PDA.

Sincerely,

Ashiwel.

Wednesday, October 8

My Life's Essence....

I spoke to God today,
i told him about the unfathomable void,
the thirst for Life's essence,
profound peace of mind..

He held my face in his palms,
and whispered a psalm,
words so pure,
awe-inspiringly grand.

I started smiling,
elated and euphoric,
i sang along with him,
the moon shone all night long..

The cock crowed,
the birds chirped,
i woke from this dream,
i couldn't remember the psalm..

A sense of bliss overcame me,
the contentment of being alive,
with hands held high and knees to the ground,
i magnified HIM!
My Peace, My Treasure, My Life's Essence.