I saw him again today....
He had a hair cut.
he was different today,
Looked darker, sad and misty eyed.
Something was wrong,
I touched his chin, then torso.
Leaned in and sucked on the lower lip.
He pushed me away,
His voice wobbled with restrained emotion,
Why? He asked me, WHY??
I have a puzzled expression,
He is my friend, he is someone I know.
I was still confused.
'I LOVE YOU' he said..
What happened to the commitment phobe I knew
the insouciant Flirt?
The man who had sordid lust tales?
Where was he? Who is this?
With squinched eyes, I stared at him,
Almost like I was looking into his soul..
He stood up, firm arms on his waist,
I looked at the familiar bulge.
I Smiled, but he did not smile back.
I was jerked to realness.
He Walked to the door and turned the knob,
Make a decision, choose he told me..
Then he walked away.
He just LOST me........